"An Economy of Insight"
At fifty, I categorize things and call it wisdom. I see the shaded paths that always entice me, mossy trails that lead to sand and secrets. I have come to recognize the faint familiar sound of syncopation as merely the murmur of a faulty valve, not the call of some gilded mirror reflecting a dreamed embellishment of self. A closed fist, I’ve found, is not always a threat, but sometimes a harbor, a place to build a life inside, a sanctuary for those who manage to subside on a steadfast tithe of passion. I have named the sky God and let it sweep me up into its vastness, felt at times that I must be a cold, bright star or a memory of light. So small, this underpinning, this acumen that teeters in the late November wind. I cannot fall again into the sureness of silence and regret. At fifty bones are slow to heal.
© 2006 Dale McLain
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